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Sunday, October 5, 2008
 Hey, I dont feeel good today guys. I mean i feel great but when i suddenly got to FATHIN's house, and talked to her about something... Its just turns my feelings round and round. I have to tell you guys that I'm trying to forget him♥. I just seem that I'm interrupting in something in his life. Like I'm a distraction to him you know. I told FATHIN, my beloved sister, lets just call her F♥ from now on. As I was saying, I told F♥ about my decision. She told me not to give up so easily. Have faith that he♥ will come to me one day. I kinda feel th same way too, somehow... But something inside me is telling me to forget him♥. Idk why. But i just think now is th time to forget him. If i wait any longer it might hurt me even more. I know i sound desperate. But what can i do. Jodoh hanya di tangan tuhan. And its his choice to do what he wants. Its not that I hate him or anything. Its just that I cant bare to see him go. If I forget him now maybe its going to be a little easier for me. And to you♥. I dont want this friendship to end or anything. Its just that I need time to go through it myself. And what happened just now was really not me. I was not myself then. We can still be bestfriends. I mean there is no wrong doing that but just keep th distance aye'. Like what my friend say- If I cant be yours , I shall be a prisoner in your heart. And what I always say- Let bygones be bygones. I cant stay with you forever can I? Whatever it is I dont hate you or anything and dont hate me ayee'. To Wifeyy♥. I think you are better off with him( not you♥ ). This is a total different story people! Okaaaaay, Hunnnneyhh, listen. If you think he is worth it, then go for it. If not just stick with me. But I seriously think he is not worth your love. But hey, its your choice to make. I have no right to make this decision for you. All th best! Iloveyouwifeyy♥♥♥. To sister F♥. Balikbalik I dengar tu lelaki sahaja. Itu lah namanya true loveeee. Heh. Macam paham seyhhh. Tapi memang betul uhh. Mana tahu dia setia dengan you. Ini case you nak percaya atau tidak. Its up to you sweetness. Bilang I apa jadi tahu! Gooood luckk. Iloveyousister♥♥♥. To Hubby♥. Like i said before, dont give up yeahhh. I believe in you. And i trust that you can do what is right. I know its hard and easier said than done rightt? But if you put in effort, insyaallah it can happen. Pray hard it will okaaaaay. Iloveyouhubbykuu♥♥♥. Okaaaaaay, this is also one thing I want to ask. Why can I possibly help others with THEIR relationship problems and I can help myself with MY relationship problems? Or should I say dilemma! I am sick and tired of asking myself that! Guys, dont get me wrong okay. I want to help you. I will help you okay. I just want to know th answer to that question. Maybe because when its MY dilemma th feeling is huge! Not saying that I dont feel anything when I help you guys or anything. Well, what can i say. Different people have different feelings and thoughts. I just want to get it over with. If you guys have anything to ask me or you need my help just give me a call. Well, call my house okay. If you dont know my number, just leave me a tagg. I will try and get back to you A.S.A.P. Until then. Bubbye! xoxo, ELAINA - MISS B. |
